{"id":630,"date":"2011-08-08T23:46:31","date_gmt":"2011-08-08T21:46:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/?p=630"},"modified":"2014-02-12T23:02:37","modified_gmt":"2014-02-12T21:02:37","slug":"nicht-ich","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/?p=630","title":{"rendered":"nicht ich"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>sitze neben, steh in mir,<br \/>\nhab meinen K\u00f6rper als<br \/>\nunbewohnbar aufgegeben.<br \/>\nLeb in Augen, f\u00fchllos die Arme,<br \/>\ndie Finger, der K\u00f6rper um mich<br \/>\nalles f\u00fchllos.<\/p>\n<p>Nur ein Bewusstsein von K\u00e4lte,<br \/>\nSchwindel in Augenh\u00f6hlen.<\/p>\n<p>bin nicht anwesend<br \/>\nnicht zu mir geh\u00f6rende<br \/>\nH\u00e4nde streichen \u00fcber die<br \/>\nHaut von Armen,<br \/>\ndie meine Arme nicht sind.<\/p>\n<p>Es ist kein Gef\u00fchl,<br \/>\nkein Wiederkennen<br \/>\nder Kopf beziehungslos<br \/>\nwortw\u00f6rtlich ohne Beziehung<br \/>\nzu etwas, was Teil<br \/>\nmeines K\u00f6rpers sein sollte.<\/p>\n<p>Lege ihn auf den Boden,<br \/>\nder weit entfernt ist,<br \/>\nkalt, K\u00e4lte, vereist.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sitze neben, steh in mir, hab meinen K\u00f6rper als unbewohnbar aufgegeben. Leb in Augen, f\u00fchllos die Arme, die Finger, der K\u00f6rper um mich alles f\u00fchllos. Nur ein Bewusstsein von K\u00e4lte, Schwindel in Augenh\u00f6hlen. bin nicht anwesend nicht zu mir geh\u00f6rende &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/?p=630\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/630"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=630"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/630\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1627,"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/630\/revisions\/1627"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=630"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=630"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sternstaub.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=630"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}